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weeknotes 14

I failed at my desire last week to write this in time for Sunday - but I ended up being out most of the day on Sunday so that's not a bad reason.

What did I do?

I went to my friend's gig in a plant shop.

I stayed in more than usual - I've been feeling really physically and mentally run down, manifesting in just being really tired and having a bunch of minor ailments (migraine, maybe eye infections, etc etc), all of which don't make me feel very good about myself.

I've also been forgetting the words for stuff lately and just making silly assumptions when I'm not thinking, which worries me.

I messaged an old friend I'd not replied to for about ~ 4 months ~ which I felt terrible about. It was fine though, and it was nice to catch up. We fell into making jokes again as usual.

Another watercolour class on Wednesday. I developed a migraine during it (concentrating too hard?) but managed to meet my friends in the pub afterwards anyway, although I drank alcohol free beer. I'm glad I caught up with them - it's hard to, now one of them is a mother and the other has moved in with her boyfriend. I left early and couldn't wait to get into bed though.

I went on a work trip the day after, which kind of solidified to me I'm in the wrong industry and I felt really down in the trenches about. I'm still hoping to move forward with applying for a mortgage for a house this year though, so I can't do anything about it yet.

Honestly, I felt pretty rough last week. I'm hoping this week is better.

#mood #weeknotes